As I was sitting in Sunday Service on Easter morning I came to a deep understanding of the moment I was called to heal. As I was listening to the talk, a mention of a passage of the bible struck me deeply. When I got home, I took out my bible to find the passage to re-read it more deeply.
It read as follows: Verily, verily I say unto you, he that believes in me, the works that I do, shall he do also, and greater works than these shall he do, because I go unto my Father. . . If you shall ask any thing in my Name, I will do it. If you love me, keep my commandments. And I will pray to the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you forever, even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it sees him not, nor know him but you know him for he dwells with you, and shall be in you. I will not leave you comfortless, I will come to you. . . But the Comforter, which is the holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. – John 14:12
All those beautiful moments flashed before me as I realized my evolution to readiness. I recalled the beautiful seclusion when I first heard Aum (the Word, the Comforter) and the many meditations and special moments since then when I was again blessed with this occurrence.
I recalled the moments of my body shaking with energy and the embarrassment that I felt if others noticed, plus my anxiety over the fact that I couldn’t control it.
I recalled my seclusion during Living Discipleship (monastic training) in which I had a beautiful experience in Aum and from that time have had an increased awareness of the energy flowing through my body.
And then I recalled the beautiful meditation that Easter morning when yet again my body was spinning, and also during Sunday Service, knowing that I had come to peace with this phenomenon as being part of my evolution.
Then suddenly, my body stilled then a loving peace came over me, and I was changed; a blessing had occurred, something deep was removed. I wasn’t sure exactly what it was, but I knew I was changed. As we chanted Aum the energy flowed through my hands. As we prayed at the end of service, the energy was so strong, my hands were shaking. I bowed to the representations of God on the altar, knowing I was blessed, knowing I was loved, knowing I was chosen to do this work. The beautiful peace lasted all day, as we walked the dogs, as I offered healing to my husband, as I made dinner for my family.
Sometimes it takes us a while to see, but when the realization comes, it is beautiful, and over time, we see more and more deeply. It is a blessed life, extraordinarily awe-inspiring. See life like a child, don’t let the little things pass you by or you may never realize their significance.